- I literally am going crazy in this stupid car
- LIKE I JUST CANT IM BEING SUCH A PISSY LITTLE BITCH & I DONT GIVE Q FLYING FUCK HAHAHA
- I got up at 6:30 this morning to drive to Cleveland to go to doctor appointments all day & I'm still not home... IM SO DONE WITH TODAY
- It's only been a week & I already have a tumor protruding through my skin
I hate how fast they're grow - I have to get up at 6 tomorrow to drive to Cleveland & ur girl is still wide awake
- And I had a lit bowl in my hand while doing it...
- Channel 4 just interviewed me while trying to get out of Kanye traffic lmao
- So I guess Kanyes stage isn't up to code?
- While you can.
- I told the hostess at a restaurant I have terminal cancer to get a table faster & I kinda felt like an asshole but hey play the Cancer card
- Sitting high on a rock watching the fuzzie wuzzies from the big comfy couch
- Now I'm gonna go to sleep cause I'm tired AF
- I'm just in so much pain. I couldn't take it anymore. But now I feel better although my nose is all stuffed up from crying.
- I keep it together about 98% of the time but I have a horrible headache & these monstrous tumors are shoving their way in between my ribs
- I just burst into tears like wailing crying & it felt so good.
- Erin McAneney Retweeted
- Wait...Brokencyde came out with an album this year
- Erin McAneney Retweetedwhat you say about me says more about you
- Listening to all my old Bring me the horizon songs brings back so many memories
- It basically just looked like a Chinese fire drill loading me in into kyles jeep trying to beat the concert traffic
- Erin McAneney Retweetedi feel like i just walked out of spinners on a friday night circa 2008
- Ugh I miss how everything used to be before I got sick. I didn't have a care in the world
- Erin McAneney Retweetedcant thank this girl enough for letting me be myself around her,and loving me for me
happy 20th ily @ErinMcAneneyy - IM BEYOND EXCITED THEY FINALLY MADE A MOVIE OUT OF STEPHEN KINGS CELL!!!
- We look like goons but you're my goon
https://www.instagram.com/p/BJGj6J1hYy-Pym31p-AtBeQxWNJXLWhD43w5tU0/ … - Erin McAneney Retweeted*DELETES ALL SAD TWEETS BC IM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS 7 MINUTES AGO*
- My abdominal muscles completely fail me
- Being paralyzed from the chest down and trying to put my hair up in a ponytail is basically equivalent to tying my hands behind my back
- Scans this morning, send some good thoughts my way everybody
- I literally have the diet of 6 year old child.
- We really like Bison games & we don't care who knows
@ Buffalo… https://www.instagram.com/p/BI6M9UsBPgm-OOq1yoGstAXk26QiME9HQzVlAs0/ … - I honestly feel bad for my followers I never tweet anything good I just use Twitter to vent. Sorry guys
- I mean I guess that's just life.
- But I just keep getting hit with one thing after another. I just don't understand how I went from happy healthy runner to sick & paralyzed
- It's just like i don't get life. I have this constant feeling like I've been thrown down a rabbit hole & I'm slowly crawling my way up
- And I think that's what an anxiety attack is I'm not really sure but I do not like this feeling.
- Then my heart started beating super fast & I felt like I was suffocating granted I had the blanket over my head but that's how I sleep
- I was all tired & I'm like ok I'm gonna go to sleep now & my brain just started turning & I started thinking then overthinking
- I was super exhausted all day & I just laid here for a good 40 minutes trying to fall asleep like duh fuq body?!?
- I literally LOL when I see a Roswell commercial & they say how they're the best & have great statistics like no. Don't go there.
- I just realized I eat pizza at least once a week......yikes, I need to step up my game an at least make it twice a week.
- I would just love to spend one day with Action Bronson, it be so fun
- Action Bronson takes his Ancient Aliens real seriously & I love it
- Like I'm talking Akon, mayday parade & pierce the veil.
- MY MOM FOUND MY IPOD NANO FROM 2006 & IM IN HEAVEN IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR IT FOR FOREVER LIKE IM JAMMIN TOO HARD RN
- & I use Twitter as a venting tool & it works. I feel a little better now
- I cry & scream & tear my body & looks apart & I'm not afraid to admit it
- That's felt really good to get out. Normally I try & stay really strong & show that to the public but I'm a fucking human being
- Oh & I've had about 3 meltdowns today featuring crying & screaming #winning
- & yet I can't help but feel like I've been abandoned by everybody except my own mom.
- & on top of it I'm paralyzed & have to deal with all those fucking problems paralysis brings on
- It's so terrifying and awful to be in fear all the time
- These scans coming up are making me a fucking emotional wreck
- So happy I finally get one of my favorite quotes framed on my wall!… https://www.instagram.com/p/BIkspWPB9_2VQH7-eSr3VQuswAfVF3tjx84Hio0/ …
Wednesday, March 8, 2017
Chapter IX: August 2016
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